If I thought of who I was 4 years ago, I never ever ever ever would’ve guessed I’d be who I am today.
4 years ago I couldn’t find the vegetable aisle at the supermarket if my life depended on it. I thought a great meal was finding dollar frozen meals at the supermarket. I thought my mom was crazy the day she talked about eating organic food and told her she might as well just burn her money. 4 years ago I would feel pity when I saw someone in a wheelchair.
Today I look at who I am becoming and I honestly wonder where this person came from! How is it that someone who ate her first vegetable at the age of 18 is now almost fully following a GFCF diet? How is it that someone who doesn’t know her lungs from her kidneys can play “doctor” to a little boy?
Other times I feel that my whole life has been a preparation for who I am becoming. I remember moments of knowing that I was being “made ready” for something big, huge…to be Nathan’s mother. So many events only make sense when I see them from the perspective of being Nathan’s mom.
And you know what… I wouldn’t change a thing about who I am becoming, who Nathan is shaping me into. Being Nathan’s mom is the best thing that’s ever happened to me.


6 responses so far ↓
1 Jessica // Feb 4, 2010 at 22:43
I know exactly how you feel!! Jailen has completely changed my life as well. I could’ve NEVER been this good without him. I love every minute of this experience, & the change it has brought with it.
2 Erin // Feb 4, 2010 at 22:52
I can so totally relate to this post!
3 Cathy // Feb 5, 2010 at 06:18
I am glad to hear that ABM is working. I have just come back from an ABM intensive in New York. Thanks so much for your post on Alternative therapies. I am now starting the biomedical approach with my daughter
4 Laura // Feb 5, 2010 at 08:22
I completely concur!! Maxx says hi tia marcela nad send you muah muah big kisses:)
5 Laura G // Feb 5, 2010 at 11:00
Couldn’t agree more!
6 Katy // Feb 9, 2010 at 14:41
I love this post. You hit the nail on the head with this one.
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